Breaking Up or Making Up?

Have you seen the first video on the video page yet?
Are you the person doing the talking or are you doing the listening?  Do you want to never need to speak or hear the words?
Or have you already been through this and never want it happen again?
Then read on friend...

Apathy? Who Cares?

All this apathy
It leaves me quite appalled!
I think I'll write a poem
To try and make sense of it all
In this world today
No one even seems to care.
Whatever's going on
So much impassiveness out there.

Whatever can it be
That causes all this lethargy?
Why can't people take
An interest in society?
If you think about this problem
Then you realize by and by
"If they can't take an interest -
Then why the bloody hell should I?"
(Mitch Benn - taken from the album "Radio Face" - 2002)

He's Dumped You - She's Dumped You

What have you both got in common?
That's right... you've lost someone you loved deeply, cared for above all others, would frankly DIE for given a quarter chance.

Ain't Life a Total Bi-atch ?

Think you're all alone?  No-one else going through the same hell as you?  You can't face up to leaving the house..let alone your room?  Total " Panda Eyes" from the makeup?  Hairstyle shot to pieces?  Zits erupting like Mount St. Helens?

Well, you're not ... There are thousands of us out here going through the same ol' shee-it you are right now.
Yup .. we all felt crappy
Yup .. we hated the world
Yup .. skin, hair, appearance all shot to hell n back

Finished

Jagged petals and shattered stars,
why should I worry where you are?

Broken vows and frozen smiles
the hollowed lies that linger for awhile.

Staring eyes and shattered heart;
However did we drift so far apart?

Why should I care, why cant I cry;
why do I feel like i want to die.

Hands empty and life no longer bright;
fallen down on knees I'm such a sorry sight.

Biting nails and unkempt hair;
Just another day, pain everywhere.

Walking lonely and I'm finally done;
My new journey is to find the sun.

(by - Avery Robertson)

Hi There, Friend

Hey,  stop freakin' out and listen up. The name's John and  I've been in exactly, EXACTLY the same place as you are right now.
My partner of 4 years left me, no visible warning (hell we had just had an old girlfriend of hers to stay for a week), there she was one day, gone the next. Gone to the arms of another guy.
Man, was I pissed? Well, actually I was freakin' gobsmacked! I mean...

How could she do..?
What did I do..?
When...?
Where..?

WTF !!!!
 
I did nothing.. I was a wreck.. I became a slob.. just moped around the house, listening to her tunes, reading her books.
How many times did I dial up her cell number? How many times did I try and start a letter, a text message, a smoke signal..anything to get her to talk to me..just talk..that's all I wanted just a "chat" .. to clear the air .. to find out ...

WHY ???

LOL ... Looking back now, you gotta laugh.  How wrong did I get it?  Oh how I wished I knew back then what I know now. You probably know how it is... once you've regained a few of your senses you start to hit the 'Net.. reaching out to others to try and find the reasons, the meaning, the "Why me...?", "Why now...?"
I musta hit around 100 - 150 sites trying to find the answers. Psychologists, psychoanalysts,  faith healers,  palm readers,  dream analysts,  self-helpers, the lot . 
I got overloaded and then the apathy REALLY kicked in.
Who cared? Who the hell cared?
No one gives a flying f**k about me 'n' my life..I mean why should they..they've got their own troubles.
Boy was I on a downer or what !

Was I suicidal? Nah.. far from it..but I did feel like crap..I mean real sole-of-the-shoe type crap.
I went back to the net and hit the chatrooms; hunting for kindred spirits so I could surround myself with their misery as well as my own.
I lurked in various sites, reading and absorbing what the others had to say. I didn't post anything; I just watched and read, watched n read.
I guess I was online for about a month when someone gave a link out to a site about making up.
Did I want to make up? Well, I wanted her back..with every fiber of my body but wasn't it too late? I mean; she's with someone else now? What can I do?
Curiosity got the better of me and I clicked the link

Ba-zaam !!!!

Holy Crap Batman! This was gold. Pure, easy, unadulterated gold. Exactly the info. I had been hunting for for the past 4 or so weeks.  Even the 1st video on the site got me busy with pen and paper.
I got a reply !
A REPLY !!!
Heh, heh, heh. Ch - rist a freakin' reply! What I do now? what? what? Only thing for it.. buy the info.

Here it is

Oh man!  This was hot shee-it! This was it. The car I needed to get me along the road, back to my paradise.
So, who was it who got me back sane again? 
A good guy from Arkansas, that's who.
No high-faluting, diplomas-on-the-wall analyst. Just a regular guy with an amazing knack of getting me to see the wood for the freakin' trees. T.W Jackson (or T Dub) has helped well over 3 000 no-hopers like me all over the world to get back on their feet and back into life.
Seriously guys n girls; do it. Do yourselves a massive favor and grab this info. before it goes.
You have nothing to lose but you have
Self-respect, Love, Happiness and Life
to regain.

Peace, happiness, love and laughter to you all.

John.

P.S. Here's that all-important link for y'all  again : The Magic Of Making Up

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